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Name: Ben
Location: Burkina Faso
Gender: Male


Interests: cars, soccer, girls, skatin
Expertise: cars, soccer, girls, skatin
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Textiles


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Member Since: 1/3/2005

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

I love love love her!  I had a great time with her in chicago and well, I am just on top of the world right now... that is all! :)


Tuesday, November 27, 2007

So I have come to this conclsion... I would do anything for Ali to be happy because she deserves it more than anyone else I know... She does so much for so many people and yet it goes by unnoticed or taken for granted, but really people should appreciate what she does and do nice things for her because she really is the best person I've ever met and, well, she just deserves a day where everything goes right and she can just have fun and be happy without any mishaps... It may be wishful thinking, but I was always a bit of a dreamer. I know this really isn't going to help anything, but it's been on my mind a lot lately. I just love her so much and her laughter and smile literally make my day and just brighten the room she's in. It just boils down to I love her with all my heart and I want her to be happy more than anything else.


Tuesday, October 23, 2007

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face. It was one of those days that you just know will turn out to be good. School went well today and it was beautiful day out. I even managed to study for my ACT and take a nap, but best of all I got to hang out with Ali. I had been having a lot of nervousness about her new job, but I think eveything will work out just fine I have a great life. I couldn't ask for anything better.


Monday, October 22, 2007

I have a lot of things on my mind at the moment... but at the forefront is fear. I am scared that I will be the reason for this relationship to end. I'm scared that ultimately I will be the one that will fuck things up one to many times... and if that really happens... I don't know how I'll live with myself. Each and everyday my love grows for her. I'm beyond head over heels at this point. Anyway, I have to go to school now, but I wanted to write this down before I left.


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I never ever thought I'd feel like this about anyone in the world. I never thought that I'd fall this fast or this hard. I am so in love with you. I adore everything about you. I think about you all the time and I want to be with you every second of every day. You literally make me the happiest boy in the world. I didn't even think it was possible to be this happy or feel like this about anyone. I love holding you in my arms and just sitting there and talking, I love kissing you, I love everything that happens when we are together because when we are together there is nothing that can go wrong. I simply feel like it's utopia. I know I'm really not very articulate with this kind of stuff, but at least I try. What it really boils down to is that I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!! that's all I can say. It's pretty much impossible to describe the feelings that come over me when we're together or even when I'm just thinking of you. I don't know. It's just perfect. You're perfect to me and we're meant to be together



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